looking through me

Tag: nature

cloud of witnesses

My eyes drifted east to the clouds piled in a heap on top of the mountains. Giant tentacles stretched out of it, thick offshoots snaking westward across the sky.

Directly beneath it the sun began to rise. A fiery flush of coral washed over the gray. Second by second the warm blush swept down the cloudy arms. The morning sky came alive.

Its brilliance infiltrated my prayer for our church, “Would You make us like that cloud—reflecting the Son’s glory—taking people’s breath away and drawing them to You? . . . Could we be like that? Could we be a cloud of witnesses?”

Oh! Is that what a cloud of witnesses looks like? I’d always pictured a solitary, massive column, an overwhelming thunderhead. I’d projected an ominous edge to the cloud—I don’t know why—but this . . . this was glorious. The incomparably richer reality before me reshaped the image in my mind.

By the time I pulled into my parking spot at work the cloud had faded to standard gray against an average morning sky. The radiance was gone, but the impression—the vision—remained.

The cloud is just a cloud, but the cloud in communion with the sun is breathtaking.

The church is just a bunch of people, but the church in communion with the Son is altogether holy. Lit by His magnificence, reflecting it outward, we become a living mystery—His constant canvas, His cloud of witnesses—drawing the eyes of others beyond ourselves to Him.

We do it imperfectly. Our glow fades, our unity wavers, our focus falters, our cloud drifts, and yet His mercies are new every morning.

Our mission is clear. Our Hope is here. Our Son is risen.

 

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the wind

Fruit casings drop from the Magnolia tree onto the roof and race across it in a tumbling, skittering dash. I trace the sound above me from east to west.

I watch dry leaves scrape and then dance along the street, pirouetting faster and faster as the edge of the wind curls them away from their branches.

The house creaks in the gusts, yet I watch the rose tree and not a single petal is lost.

The wind whistles, but what is healthy and attached—what is alive—bends without breaking. All else blows away.

And I wonder, what does the wind blow away in me? What has died and needs only a gust to break off and float free? What debris is dislodged from the crevices of my soul?

But then I wonder, what doesn’t blow away? What remains alive and growing—delicate as the iris petals still firmly connected—unfazed by the dry wind gusting through me?

The wind flips the roses’ glossy, dark green leaves and reveals duller, lighter undersides. The dark and light fluttering together in the stiff breeze is beautiful.

Is beauty exposed in me when a storm turns me inside out?

A butterfly drifts by at a leisurely speed that belies the strength of the air currents. A bee burrows into a rose. Birdsongs mingle on the fingers of the wind. Nature carries on unperturbed.

Life buffets me, and I pray I might be as steadfast as the flowers—bending but not breaking—turning my face to the Son in the stillness and the storm.

 

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